So, the burning question is how did I do yesterday? Well, no sacrifice was given. I did end up throwing away the ice cream in my freezer, but not until after I saved the mint chocolate chip. I couldn't let my fav. flavor go to waste. When I left the house yesterday I left super hungry and without eating anything. Not smart, for anyone to do. So I ended up eating a 7 layer burrito from Taco Bell, and purchasing a York Peppermint Patty from Shopko. Again, no good. At dinner I was going to indulge in my roasted butternut squash and beets. But decided against it since I didn't have a "perfect" day. Again I just ate what I fixed for dinner which was cheddar broccoli soup, heavy on the broccoli light on the cheddar. Then it was time for dessert after FHE. I thought I didn't want it, but I ended up taking a chocolate chip cookie and dolloping a scoop of vanilla ice cream on top of it. I guess not ALL the ice cream got thrown away. I felt no pains of sacrifice yesterday. As I look at what I ate, no wonder I feel heavy, slow, and zapped of energy. Things must change if I want to be a runner and a hiker!
I do have some pain today though. I did follow through with my desire to work out every day rotating between weights and cardio. Yesterday I did the Biggest Loser work out and I am sore sore sore today. Painful really. But it's a good pain. Can pain be good? Yes, it can be. The soreness in my muscles is a testament of my hard work yesterday. Even though I felt no emotional or spiritual pain yesterday, at least I gained something.
With sacrifice comes pain. Pain from growth and sacrifice is something I do desire. I know I am on the right path to becoming the person I so much desire to be. I am grateful to be writing my journey here. It helps me keep track of all things good and bad. Monitoring wither or not sacrifice was made and pain felt.
I know no one desires to feel pain. But there is some pain which is good and helps us to grow. I know I will feel pain as I get my sore muscles moving during my planned "run" today. I hope to build upon that pain by sacrificing crappy foods which make me feel heavy and slow. No more of that I say. Bring on the light and energized!!
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